*blows thick dust away, and give it a good dusting*

Since I'm moody, I decided to drop by this deserted blog of mine..

*blows thick dust away, and give it a good dusting*

There you go..

As you know, I've recently become someone who only blogs once in a blue moon.. no point mentioning it every blue moon that I come back..

Also, I believe you guys know clearly why I disappear.. My life kind of lack the fun factor and is filled with the stress factor.. Ok.. That's that..

I've recently taken up some part time job to make ends meet.. In doing that, I have a more lenient restriction on how I spend my money.. But then again, my time is so packed I sometimes feel I don't have room to breath.. And yet, there is so many things I still want to do.. So many things I still want to achieve.. Recently however, I have this tendency to let things go.. I have this little voice behind my head telling me to stop trying.. to give up.. Worst thing is, its also asking me, why am I putting myself through all these? Will it do me any good?

There is a time in life, I suppose, when you get yourself so worked up for your goal, that at that point, you'd wonder, "is that goal really worth all that you put in?" "can you continue putting in those effort? for how long?"

I'm at that stage right now..