I'll try doing it

Honestly, no one think I can do it.. You're right.. Not even myself.. But I promise, in this blog here, that I'll do it.. That I'll stick to it, for all the remaining time I have left.. And I'll announce it, on the day that finally arrives, on what I'm exactly up to..

Trust me one more time, have faith in me one more time, and *fingers cross* pray for me to suceed this time!! aja aja hwaiting! =)

Happy 23rd Birthday Si Yi

To my dear old friend.. Happy 23rd Birthday!!

Went to Chilis to celebrate Si Yi's birthday..
Si Yi and Huey Sing looking like twins.. haha
Wan Yee busy drinking and taking pictures at the same time!!

Hwee Wuon as cute as ever.. =D

As usual, a little bit of pictures on food and drinks.. haha.. thats the bottomless orange juice..
The highlight of the dish? The awesome mashed potatos!! thinking about it makes me hungry..
And of course, the birthday cake.. birthday ma.. where can leave out the cake??
Happy birthday Si Yi.. Thanks for everything you've done for me in the past.. I will not forget the time you sent me my homework through fax machine when I had Denggue fever, I will not forget those times you helped me out at Tong & Wong and of course so many other things that made our friendship what it is today.. Take care my dear friend.. =D

KTAR convo July 2010

Congrats Ruilin on your convo!!!

And I'd like to take this opportunity to once again congrats all you KTAR diploma graduates!!! take care guys.. I miss u all!!!! =D

This is me..

In the Morning
I want to lose weight.. I want to lose weight!! Ok.. I'm gonna starve myself.. I promise I'm gonna eat less, I promise I'll lose weight this time.. I promise I'll see things through..

By lunch
Not bad, I can do this.. I can do this!! =D
Promise I'll go for jogging or do some exercise this evening.. And I'll do exercise in the morning as well!!

By evening
But hor, if I go run at the playground will I look like a lunatic? Will everyone stare at me? I think, I better do some exercise at home instead..

10 minutes later,
But what exercise should I do le? I'll check it out on the internet.. Promise I'll do it tomorrow..

Dinner time
Wow, today mum's cooking is great.. but I'm suppose to be on diet wor.. Hmmm.. Forget about it.. Eat first, tomorrow continue diet..

Thats why, up until today, I'm still the way I am.. =.=

Chocolate Indulgence

Ok, remember that I previously mentioned that at Chocolate, the only thing that was nice were their drinks and their cakes were literally 好看不好吃？(nice to see but not at all nice to eat) Well, I take that back.. Few days ago, me and Liang went to Chocolate and this time we decided to try out their waffles..
As you can see for the picture.. The waffles are literally soaked in chocolate!! Thick warm chocolate covering the entire waffle topped with cold ice-cream and sweet strawberries!! yum yum.. Damn filling ok? And two of us ate that for dinner.. LOL.. Damn fattening.. But damn nice.. I'm literally content with chocolate now.. Can stop eating chocolate for a long long time.. XD
Last picture before I see you again when you come back from Johor lo.. =(

Dancing

Ok.. This is an emo post.. Be warned..

I miss my life.. When I learned how to dance, when I was able to do stuns that I am only able to look at now.. I miss the lights shinning on the stage while I performed, I miss the smell of ballet shoes, the confidence while I showed of my skills and the elegance dancing thought me..

Now, when I look at pictures of all my friends that I used to dance with, I feel a stab of jealous-ness, a stab of sadness.. Dancing seems like light years away from me now.. I'm not that elegant dancer anymore, hack, even if I told you I could dance, would you believe me? Look at me, I have no resemblance of a dancer anymore.. No where near one.. God, I just feel so.. I don't know..

I'll never be able to get back there would I? To dance, to be apart of dancing again.. Is that just a part of my life that will never come back again? Oh god!

Goodbye working life.. for the time being..

Yesterday was officially the last day of my working life for the time being.. I'll be going back to persue my studies.. And God, I hope I finish in one year!! Or, at least get a chance at converting it into a phD. =D Wish me luck ya??

These are some of the few people that are really close to me during my times of working.. We ate together, chat and also complain to each other.. I'm so gonna miss their company.. =(
All the best with your futures ya?! See you soon.. =D

Last day tomorrow!!!

Last day at work tomorrow!! omg!!! feel so damn weird..

So afraid that I'll regret leaving SD, so afraid that I made the wrong decision, so afraid of what is yet to come!! I can't help it, I guess, SDTC has become my comfort zone!! =(

Anyway, this is a picture of the waiting area, I have always been in when waiting for my turn to see the orthopedic with regards to my wrist injury..Feels so long ago since that happened.. Why am I showing this picture? Well, because today, for an instant, my wrist hurt again!!! zzz...

why?

How could you? After all these years of suffering we've gone through together, after all the sacrifies she made for you.. How could you be so cold hearted to do such a thing? To hurt us all?! Are we not worth it? Are we just a burden to you? Why did you do it? Why after praying night after night, years after years, why did you still hurt us like this? WHY?!

Conversation

Colleague: Heard you were leaving to further your studies
Me: Yup
Colleague: Where to?
Me: IMU
Colleague: *shows OMG kind of response*
Me: I didn't apply for it, a UM lecturer introduce me into it
Colleague: *awe filled expression* wow, lucky you..

Life is great.. =D