Made a scene in front of 2 friends and 2 freaking strangers today!! am so pissed!! I cannot believe how can someone actually get humiliated over a phone call!! WTF?? #@$!%

Freaking mad as I entered the car and drove home.. I kept telling myself to stay calm.. not to speed into the darkness.. And then I realised.. As I drove, along the road with most the street lights out and the radio turned off so that the whole car was quite, I sensed a peacefulness that I needed for a long time now.. Somehow, I wished the drive home took longer that it did..I remember again, how it felt like to be all relaxed and free of worries.. I miss those carefree, happier days..