Judgement day

Judgement day is tomorrow..

I hope I can survive it..

Pray for me?

Seeking for my rainbow

Sometimes the thought of losing yourself in some "place" like a game or even in the world of blogging seems like a very tempting option.. When situations in life turns extremely hard, when everything in front of you seems so bleak, sometimes we just want to run and hide for awhile.. Sometimes, we feel like we never want to face the cold hard world again..

But behind every storm, there's always a rainbow.. All bad things will come to an end.. And once again, we can feel the warmth of the sun basking our skin again.. In life there's ups and downs.. I know I can never stay up forever, I know that one day I have to come down again.. So all I can do now, is hope for the best, and brace myself through this strong and chilly storm..

hwaiting!

I don't know what to do.. All I can feel right now is the shiver down my spine.. The helpless feeling creeping though my soul.. What have I done? How can I make such a stupid mistake? I did everything so carefully.. I don't know where and what went wrong..I did things slowly.. Took my time.. I even got the best readings I've ever gotten.. Only at the last step, when I was working on the last step.. How come I didn't realise the problem before I continued with the other 2?

The worst thing is knowing that I don't have a chance at repeating, that we don't have the funds for repeating.. The worst thing is knowing I made mistakes that I cannot forgive myself for, one after another.. The worst thing is trying so hard and falling even harder..I'm so tired.. I'm so defeated.. I admit, I'm hopeless..

Happy Anniversary

Happy Anniversary dear.. Can't believe we never took pictures.. But it was a memorable celebration.. =)

BRB

You know how in the past what I am stressed out, I tend to come here and blog all those emo entries just to share with someone how I'm feeling? Well, I have not update my blog for quite awhile now because I am:

1. Really stressed

2. Really really got no time to do so

I am currently posting this post because:

1. I don't want to lose my dear readers

2. I still love blogging

Sadly though, I got no time to rant about my current situation.. Shall update soon..

Stay tune peeps!

I'll be right back..

Sometimes

Sometimes we are so immersed in self pity that we fail to see the suffering of others..

Being to Cambodia really made me realise how hard life can be..

Kids posing with snake to get money from tourist..
Look at what this little girl is sitting on as a boat..
The amount of people at the back of the car..
Their meal.. plain rice..

Kids are forced to earn a living, eat nothing but rice..

Their suffering reminds me how blessed I am.. How very much I live like a princess as compared to them..

Back from Cambodia

Hi people,

Just thought I'd share this picture with you of money exchange rates in Cambodia..

1 USD = 4000 riels

RM 3.27 = 1223.20 riels

Currently, in the foreign exchange rates we see in Malaysia.

1 USD = RM 3.08

so...

1 USD = 4000 riels = RM3.08

can anyone tell me why is the foreign exchange rate in Cambodia,

RM3.27 = 1223.20 riels ????

I might as well change RM to USD then to riels and I actually gain 3 to 4 times the amount!!!

Ki siao!!!